after getting bored at studying, i got to some wierd chanel on youtube that were showing tips on how to die slowly.
Litterly, dying. It said “thinspo – tips” the video itself was horrible, i was like is this a My story anorexic video with sad music? Well, it was a video on how to get anorexia. then the tips, dont even get me started – every other picture of a blurry girl who were bones and ribs in skirts was followed by a text, or tips as she called it. I thought wow this must have gotten pretty bad reactions at the coments section. i never been so wrong ONLY good coments agains mine, people are looking (didnt even know this existed) for ana-buddy (anaorexia buddy who will help you starve yourself a.k.a support your way to death and pain and illness and sickness and mentaly breakdown) yeah, great buddy. here are some coments:
dont you find this, horrible? These girls are YOUNG AS HELL. mostly 13 years old, and so near the deep shit. ive seen many people suffering from this, its called suffering for a goddamn reason, these thinspo videos just… triggers shit. I hate it. they are “helping eachother”…. what? no. They think they will get new friends, boys will love them, they will be special and their social status will increase so much. No – of all the stories (many) i have ever heard it always have the same end. There are no stop in not eating exept getting help or die. choose yourself. there is no happy ending, actually you will loose friends and your social status cause you will escape from reality to just count those calories and not eat, dont want people to see you, feel you, coment you. Run from the mirrors and feel the pain in your bones every time you try to move, is that what you want? Give me a goddamn reason to change my mind.
you can compare it to drugs, sounds fun? In the start maybe, but when youre going down that road, there are no return until you hit the stop signs that gives you two choises – get out of here quick or keep going and then you cant turn back, never. Remember all the girls at those thinspo pictures doesnt represent what you will look like 100 pound lighter, its like regular pictures, just becasue you have the same thigh size as them you will never look the same (not in a bad way, just becasue you dont look as the once in the pictures doesnt mean your ugly, no the otherway, you are so much more prettier than adobe photoshop) so just fuck everything, get your ass up and say Hola to the new life, a life without pain, lonleyness a world of perfection where you can have a dinner with your friends and laugh instead of being on your room crying. I belive one day it will be over, with all of this. but it starts today, not tomorrow.